Finally after a few weeks of going in/out of hosp then coming out, im getting a tad better. On brighter notes, ive gotten a sketch pad and some HB pencils/chalks for a new drawing project. Trying to concentrate on fantasy imagiary..but if i find anything of dark photography that captures my eyes, then i may manipulate the image by taking segments and making an interesting drawing . Hmm, might take awhile but it'll take my mind off things when i have spare time.